Conversation with me, that new year
It has been an interesting year don’t you think? I ask me
Absolutely, it has been a crazy one – I totally agree.
Felt this incredible happiness on so many days,
Felt giggly, happy and content in so many ways.
But on some days I felt grief and was unbelievable sad
And at the time it always felt like the worst day I had ever had.
I have to ask myself: Did you ever fell nothing at all?
I think for a moment, then answer with a smile: Not as I recall.
Every single day had an emotion some big, some small
But they all made me feel stronger, made me stand tall
I did keep my promise for the year and started believing that I can
I removed my limitations and fears and made a plan
Took the chance on a different direction
Had more conversations like this for reflection
I became aware that I was breathing, that I, you, me, I am alive
I saw the world as an ocean full of possibilities and took a big dive
I have to ask – didn’t this sometimes cause you pain?
Oh dear, I answer, sometimes it felt like I was totally messing with my brain
The ocean seemed so big on some days I was desperately looking for the drain.
But at the same time I was so full of life, oh- it’s hard to explain.
And your promises for this year? I am going to be more kind,
Of course to those around me, but also very important: to my heart and mind
Because I pretty much figured out by now that whenever I get sad,
That no, it will never be the worst day I have ever had.
And that everyday feeling, loving and living as you want is a day worth to keep,
All mountains are climbable you just have to believe in you and take that leap.
There is a whole lot of living going on in my heart,
I promise you it’s quite a party, and as beautiful as fine art
So thank you for the conversation, no thank you I say
Happy new year to me and have a fantastic number one day!
I’ve got some grand plans and I am totally ready to play,
Just aimed for the stars and it’s up-up and away!